Cardio

     I’ve seen ppl express their wanting to return to normalcy, tiring of protests/rants/tears & all this 🖤🖤🖤 shit . . . in 35 seconds Dave was horrified : George Floyd had to deal with that terror for 526 seconds.  I’ve been alive for close to 23,126,400 seconds, more than many & fewer than many others; people that look like me aren’t afforded the luxury of being tired of this 🖤🖤🖤 shit.  Idk about the next but as far as Severiano is concerned, I’m not superior to any individual based on my ethnicity (I’m just superior to most mfs: be they white, black, brown, off-white, swirled, tanned, beige, cream or albino) and that seems to be getting lost in translation.  Don’t get me wrong, there’re Blacks who link superiority to ethnicity (there’re ppl of every ethnic group who think as such) but for the majority of us this is not true.  I am positive that quite a few outside of the Black race erroneously see the  #BLM 

in such a manner & that’s where much of the divide originates.  As tired as you are about hearing the shit, multiply that by a googleplex (s/o to Mrs. Diana Parker, the 🐐) as to how tired we are of LIVING it!  “Another protest, damn I just want to go to the store,” meanwhile, I’m more at risk walking on a cool autumn day in a champion hoodie than a white man while in the act of committing a violent crime 😳 . . . this ain’t exaggeration or poetic license: this is my got damn reality.  Shawn Carter sold dope for like 13 yrs & I watched as him being branded by his past, a past which he’s never denied, & to many he will never be more than a “drug dealing nigger,” ...... meanwhile, I can’t recall many addressing the origins of the free 🌍’s leader wealth (starts with his grandad.... drug dealing ain’t shit compared to his shit) but this is what being Black is in America.  A group of mufukkas broke into someone’s home raped/murdered/abused/tortured/pillaged/stole/kidnapped/enslaved/abused/defiled/tore down/plundered/made feel less than nothing and THEN had the audacity to tell a mf to go home . . . chew on that, digest that.  If this ain’t home, where is it?  If I cannot walk around barefooted in my home, what was all the pain/suffering for?  Forget the fact that these transgressions were perpetuated by ppl acting in “God’s name,” . . . but you’re tired 😂😂😂 : mufukka you do not know what tired is!  I can be the greatest basketball player ever, I can’t take this black coat off.  I could be the reason that it can be 97 degrees outside while I lounge in sweet springs coolness, I cannot take this black coat off.  Hell, there’s a better than average chance that the very physical representation of the Man whom “they” did all that shit “in the name of” (#WWJD), looked more like me than he does 🍊🦆 BUT I still cannot take this black coat off . . . . But you want to talk about tired.  El-Hajj Malik El-Shabazz KNEW that he was going to be murdered solely due to his looking like me & being tired but a mufukka has the got damn audacity to talk to me about being tired.... and the same government that did all that plundering/kidnapping/raping very likely was involved in his murder but a mufukka has the balls to mention tired.  If you’re that tired, I’m gonna tell you like a man told me “go home.”  Our government shat upon my Asian brethren & shat upon my Native brethren and while some things cannot be undone or fixed . . . a check got cut : the only thing Blacks got cut from the government were their backs.  I, for one, ain’t campaigning for reparations (the ppl who deserved/earned/were owed them have long ceased breathing) . . . I am just discussing being tired.  On one hand science tells us that we ALL derive from Black but on the other certain sections of society continuously try & convince me that Black = less : is that not a form of self hatred?  This shit was never about a flag, it wasn’t about the flag when my Uncle Fred took shrapnel to the head as a paratrooper during Vietnam, it couldn’t have been about the flag when I joined up with Uncle Sugar in May of 95’ so how in thee FUCK is it about the flag now when all a mufukka is trying to do is get home so he/she can take their hoodie off & take a nap as a respite from all this tired 💩?  #Black 🖤🖤🖤 #Cardio #IfYouRestWellNoNeedToStayWoke #SkunkSmoke 🦨 💨 #Blessed #Rona #Covid19 #EightMinutesFortySixSeconds #UnfriendOrWhoopMyAss #Think